2 years (and more on my old accounts that I forgot passwords too), and I've managed to put up nothing but shit for your viewing pleasure.

That's gotta stop.

SO, if you noticed, I went from over 100 deviations down to a small one digit number. I cleaned out my gallery to my most recent ones. Why? I'm starting fresh, wiping the slate as clean as I can get it.

Personally, every time I went through my gallery I cringed because of all the crap I had up there. Well guys, I promise to do better by you. Instead of torturing you with crap, I'll blow your mind with awesome. Or close to awesome.

I'm going to practice better drawings, and digital painting. If I can manage to get the damn supplies, I'll even do regular painting.

I'm going to figure out this pay pal business, even if that means figuring out a bank accont. And then after a bit, I'll indeed, do real life commissions.

It's time for me to get serious and stop dicking around. I've had 18 years of shit, now it's time to grow up and move on.

It's not just my art I'm starting fresh. It's winter time in Louisiana, which means the most epic weather ever. So I'm going to walk on a daily basis or close to a daily basis. I'm tired of saying I'm going to do something, and then I don't do it. I don't want to lose the weight alone, but it's something I have to do. I'm 18, and I have my adult years coming on me quick. It's nearly Thanksgiving and I'm still the fat slob I've always been. Time to change that.

I'm also going to start a schedule for Pop, and I'm reviving Bastards. I'm also going to work on more pages for Roswell Skies. Cog, I'm going to redesign all the characters and begin starting Chapter One. I feel like I've let you down with the fairy comic, and I have been letting you down. No more. I promise.

I'm going to save my ass off to get myself a car, I can't be stuck just sitting at home 24/7 moping about. That needs to stop the most. I need to actually make friends instead of shutting myself in from everyone. Who knows, I might find my next best friend.

I'm not going to update my journal again, so when I don't do as this journal says, I can look at it and beat myself up about it.

Yes, I'm hard on myself, but no one else is.

Also, any medium to short haircut suggestions please.